Mexican cougar being in love with me for 2 weeks, then not talking to me for a month, 2 weeks in love, a month without talking and on and on and on, to finally marry her old boss who's a millionaire after a month of dating.
I've never met a woman who said a guy who goes out of his way to make her cum performs well. Every woman I've asked (and it's a lot) has told me the best guys in bed try to furiously get themselves off and disregard her pleasure.
I know you've been cool to me but I can't say I approve of making a stripper your GF. If I had to guess I'd say she's good in bed but keep in mind she sticks her pussy and tits in people's faces for a living, and even if she doesn't I'm sure a lot of her stripper friends have drug habits. If I were you I wouldn't leave anything expensive out and change your pin # as often as possible.
Just always remember: there's someone out there who has it worse. Find something to occupy your time, video games, puzzles, exercising, etc.
Even though doctors and the law tell you it's one of the worst things you can do, whenever I feel sad or depressed I just get hammered and not worry about the consequences. Go to a cheap bar, hang out until last call, drive, do whatever the fuck you want to do. If you truly don't give a fuck you won't have reservations about this. Strip clubs are always nice too. When getting a lap dance talk to the stripper a little and you'll realize your life isn't that bad.