This happened some 20 years ago. I entered my son's room at night to make sure he is properly covered, as I have been doing every single night for so many years. I was surprised he was uncovered, pajamas down and with an erect penis. He was sleeping alright. The Devil must have gripped me, as I walked to him and took his penis in my mouth. I sucked him. His eyes remained closed. He started bucking fucking my mouth, then he came in my mouth. 5 minutes later I was vomiting with disgust. I still feel disgusted at what I did. For days, even weeks, I felt strange wondering what he thinks of me. I was afraid that what I did would bear wrongly on him. He turned out to be a fine young man.
Posted 10/27/2009 5:34 am
It is close to midnight here. It is foggy out there and 40. We are still sleeping in separate bedrooms and still my wife won't speak to me. I tried, but without success to convince her that it was sexual rage that took hold of me to fuck her in the ass. One more time I told her I got really excited by what she told me. She just looked at me for some time and said "I am still sore you bastard." That's the only thing she said all evening.
I wonder if she misses me. We normally have sex every night and sometimes in the morning too. I miss her shaking her tits. I miss fucking her. I masturbated thinking of her shaking her tits.
During our initiation week, all first year students in our sorority had to remain naked for half a day while serving more senior students. A few of us got patted in the ass, some on the tits. There was no outright sexual activity, but the atmosphere was heavily laden with sex, as we did feel that two or three of the higher students had hidden desires for a few of us.
Posted 10/27/2009 10:08 am
Last night we went to thep pub. Brenda preceded me by about 10 minutes. When I entered I saw her seated at a table with the first guy she had met two weeks ago. The same guy who invited her to his room. I took a stool at the bar where I can clearly see them. About five minutes later they were joined by a guy. I was not sure if he was the second guy from last week. I could see they were having fun in conversing, and the first guy took Brenda's hands and carressed it. He had the other hand below the table but I could not see what it was doing! We stayed there close to two hours. I saw them having something to eat and I ordered something too. When we were both out she told me she felt more comfortable this time. She told he talked about some of his classes at university and it was amusing. His hand was on her knee and he carressed her there. They were not seated in a position where he can carress her more. She told him she'll be back on Wednesday.
Posted 10/27/2009 2:09 pm : Edited 10/27/2009 2:11 pm
Hi Antonia. I have not written for a while. My husband is adamant to make sexual overtures in public, many times in the presence of other people. Last week also at the movies, with the speed of lightening he had his hand between my thighs groping at my crotch. I did not have time to press my thighs together to stop him. I pleaded, but he held his hand there moving his fingers over my vagina. He kept at it and I became wet. He whispered in my ear that he wants to "fuck" me. I tried to concentrate watching the movie, but he kept on whispering. He told me he knows that I want it badly otherwise I won't be wearing stockings that make me accessible. Two nights ago, we were at a party, and while dancing he kept on groping my ass, with his fingers touching my anus. My best friend noticed it and commented in a funny way later when we were sitting together. Needless to say, at night, by husband takes me like a bull.
One of my friends caught her husband having cybersex. He was masturbating to a woman who was masturbating on screen. They were talking dirty. She was telling him how she would like to meet him and his wife, and she can give him his best show ever. My friend listened for a while before she interrupted. He was ashamed of himself when she faced him, and said it was just a game they play together. Surprisingly my friend told him she likes to join him when he cybers with her. So two days later she joined him. She said it was a lot of fun and the idea of her making it with them really appealed to her, but only cybering, not actual.
We've exchanged pictures and all know what the others look like. So we know that there is a physical attraction to the others. My gf has been with other women before we met. In particular, some experimentation when she was in college with women in her dorm. It seemed to be the thing to do. The woman we're cybering with has never been with a woman, but wants to try it with my gf. Our pillow talk is all about her watching me fuck our friend and then eating her when I am done. We're making plans on getting together soon.
It is not normal to think of your son. In your post you stress your son's penis as if it is his penis that you are craving for. You thought of "his penis ploughing her," not not of him ploughing her. This may lead me to believe that you are subconsciously desirious to have sex with a youth, with a boy. This I can understand, but to crave about your son should not be part of your thinking.
I do not have much information on you. Particularly your sex life. I suggest that you talk about sex with your husband and explore avenues that excite you with him. If this does not work, you can redirect your attention to fantasising about young men, boys, taking your mind off your son, or his penis.
I believe that girls are growing bolder and bolder with time. For an initiation to a women's residece to include "girlie" shows, or a Don sleeping with one of her residents, was unheard of 15 and 20 years ago.
It is one of women's favourite fantasies to watch her partner do another woman. But I do insist that she should be able to separate love from sex. A fantasy is different from reality. Good luck in your ventures and enjoy it.
She fantasizes about me with another woman and has fulfilled that fantasy. She has watched me fuck two women at different times. And I have watched her with another man while I was fucking his wife. I think that she can separate love from sex. She loves my cock in another woman and loves watching it.
I know the Pi Phi's lined all their Freshettes up naked (big greek school so that's like 25 naked women) then they took a black marker and circled every girls fat spots..and on the thin ones if she had small boobs they'd circle them...in black, non-removable sharpie marker.
Those girls were known as the stoner sorority...as mostof them got high on the back stairs. I knew 4 or 5 that we smoked up with since they dated guys in my house.
I've heard of other initation crap...and to think about it some of the Women had it worse than some of the Frats on campus.
This was in the mis 90's, before hazing got outlawed, and conners came in and were pampered per usual.
I watched guys eat a stick of butter or a whole onion for ONE cigarette..toothbrush cleaning toliets, sleep deprivation, running laps around campus at 5 Am like the ROTC people, and threats of drinking the "jerry juice". Jerry Juice, was a big pot of shit, cumb, piss, and everything they/WE could mix up in the kitchen...and blindfolded on the last day of hellweek we'd be told we had to drink a 8 oz cup or get kicked out. Some guys were puking from the smell and just as the cup was under your nose you were told to tip your head back, and BAM..HUGE CUP OF BEER goes rushing down your throat..followed by a huge party, initation (formally, not formal) and everyone got laid (22 of us).
I miss those days..greek systems are pussified now from what I've heard though.
You have to loosen up. It would appear that you are exciting him, or exciting his mind, in public, and that is why he is making sexual overtures (in public).
Posted 10/28/2009 6:57 am : Edited 10/28/2009 6:57 am
It is almost one here. It is really foggy outside and seems quite cold at 37. This evening my wife seemed more comfortable with me near her, but still she won't talk to me. I told her how much I love her and how much I miss fucking her. I repeated to her that what she told me about her friend really excited me, which tirggered me fucking her in the ass. She did not comment. She went to her room at 11 and I am here browsing the net and about to go to bed.
